Twilight

basically this movie was wonderrrful. i loved it. robert pattinson is such a babe. i pretty much loved staring at him. The midnight premiere was one of the best experiences i've had. we had tickets for front row seats and fortunately we got the love sac and me demi and christina shared it, it was probably the best seat in the theatre fasho. i'm soooooo glad we went. me and nieman made shirts too they're pretty badass. i'm pretty sure i make a shirt for everything now haha. whatevs. besides thursday, friday was ridiculous. i waited in traffic for like three hours with demi it was nutss. we were goin sooo crazy we just started randomly singing. people were probably like wtf? ha but then we finally got to her house and got ready, then we went and hungout with le homiees. it was fun for the most part except we don't ever have anywhere to go so we like go to parks and stuff its really lame. but whatevssss. i was also super tired from the premiere that i just passed out in demi's car and i didn't even know what was goin on when we got to her house haha. saturday we went and got einsteins which was supperr bombdiggity. then i went and got my hair did. i should've went to my regular hair stylist but nooooo i wanted to try something new. MISTAKE. she fucked my bangs up and i just look like a boy. it's so retarded i hate it. godddd. then i got my nails did and hungout with patrick it was preettyyy funn. my weekend was sickk.

he loves me, he loves me not...

I def. have a sleeping problem. i dunno what it is, but it's def. a problem. i'll lay in bed for hours unable to fall asleep; it drives me crazzy. the worst part about it all is when i do fall asleep i'm so tired from staying awake that i can't ever get up in the morning. I guess i should ask a dr. or somethin ha. anyways... the love life is super confusing, i'm not quite sure if this "thing" i have is going to turn into something, especially because we were dating and we've recently broke up, so i'm not quite sure if he even wants a relationship but apparently he still likes me alot. which is def. on the good side of things.
so... i was thinking about how many times i say i hate school in school and i've come to a conclusion that i say it at least 4+ times each class. ha fuhkk. whatevrrr. basically i'm up and should be sleeping but again my sleep problem is keeping me up. um well today i went and saw the school play which was only like THREE fucking hours long. holy fuhk! twas pretty good tho. REMINDER:MIDNIGHT premiere TWILIGHT. fuhk yes. be there or be square. peace.

fall, fall

i guess it's over. idk i'm super bummed about it because i really thought it'd last. idk people confuseee me. it's okay thoughh immaa movvee on. life tripss me the fuhhk out. my cousin recently passed away and at her viewing i just couldn't believe that she is no longer present, no longer breathingg, her body just stopped. it's so crazy i don't even know what to think. no moree sadness though. positive girll sam i am. i'm really missin dance, i wanna go back but i can't until i get my shii together. i feel bad because i haven't talked to anyone there but i'm scared that ill go back and just have to quit because my grades and i don't wanna let anyone down. i guess imma just try really hard to keep my grades up. i've been slackinn, they're looking pretty good so far tho so i guess illl just have to be consistent. well i'm super excited to see my cousin in the play saturday it's goin to bee grizzate. cutiefasho. super butthurt that i can't go to T.I people be broke ass hoes these days shiii. lameee. sooo first off i need some sleep i've lost so much this week. i needa FOCUS.

SKeTCHin

Soo today i was eatingg some pizza and i realized i really love spicy food. . . ha pizza isn't spicy but idk just gott me thinkin. weirrdd i know but it's just soooo good. hot wings from dominos are seriously heaven to me. but enough of that. i had to get my permit renewed today. ha i'll be 17 in two months and i still don't have my licensee. can you say fuhkk up? ha. well i'm superrr duperr tired i didn't get much sleep last night. i feel terrible now. not only do i feel terrible i'm super sketchedd about some stufff. hopefully everything turns out betta in a few hours. latebitches.

basically, i just don't even know how to function.
i wish i was pleased, i wish everything wasss all good.
i just want people to make good choices. fuhkkmeeeegod.

BLOG?

Basically, i have a tonnn of things that go through my head that i don't want to forget and soo here's my way of putting it down so i won't forget and i can remember lotsss moreee. I'm super forgetful but i'm working on it.

I like listening to people and hearing whassup. soooo this is whassup inn my lifee yaa dig?