Thursday, November 13, 2008

fall, fall


i guess it's over. idk i'm super bummed about it because i really thought it'd last. idk people confuseee me. it's okay thoughh immaa movvee on. life tripss me the fuhhk out. my cousin recently passed away and at her viewing i just couldn't believe that she is no longer present, no longer breathingg, her body just stopped. it's so crazy i don't even know what to think. no moree sadness though. positive girll sam i am. i'm really missin dance, i wanna go back but i can't until i get my shii together. i feel bad because i haven't talked to anyone there but i'm scared that ill go back and just have to quit because my grades and i don't wanna let anyone down. i guess imma just try really hard to keep my grades up. i've been slackinn, they're looking pretty good so far tho so i guess illl just have to be consistent. well i'm super excited to see my cousin in the play saturday it's goin to bee grizzate. cutiefasho. super butthurt that i can't go to T.I people be broke ass hoes these days shiii. lameee. sooo first off i need some sleep i've lost so much this week. i needa FOCUS.

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